Every Night I Board this Train
Every Night, I board this train, Leads to Nothing, but frustration & pain; Flashbacks, memories & unwanted past, No idea, how long this will last. I once had such thoughts, But now the thoughts control me, This me, Nobody can see. My mouth is open, but the heart refrains, Months pass by, but the thoughts remain, I may act normal, but my mind's insane! Every Night, I board this train, Leads to Nothing, but frustration & pain; Flashbacks, memories & unwanted past, No idea, how long this will last. There with y'all, but I'm not; Zoned out, I keep thinking deep, My mind can't kick out these thoughts, So I keep 'em till I sleep! I feel like Running away! Away, from Everything & Everyone Abandon all, and disappear forever, Where no one can find me ever! Look, I don't generate these thoughts intentionally, Bcoz there's nothing to lose, or nothing to gain, Every Night, I board this train, Leads to Nothing, but frustrat...